Moses Goes to Scotland
Phillip Aijian
The loch is made and remade every day—every moment, filling and draining—from forty rivers. Each deposits untold amounts of peat— kin to coal; kin to light and heat. But in the Loch there abides, as far as we can see, only cold and darkness. Not a light shines under the surface but it gets trapped like a weary firefly in a dirty mason jar. Its depths we know and name in meters and feet, as if meters and feet told us much more about the Loch and its secrets than they do about God who reserves to Himself such immensity of mystery we don’t recognize that we daily walk and swim and stoop through it all. We putz about on the surface or get lost under the waves. For reasons of economics, the locals each profess some kind of faith in a creature that has had many sightings and has yet no body—a well-known name and yet no voice or sound; no roar or murmur of breath. Only silence. Glitches and ghosts wink in and out of the sonar. But Mike, who calls everyone who boards his boat my friend, yet knows something of holiness. When I ply him on the subject of his own beliefs, he maintains that something ancient and knowing—some might and will dwells in the depths, casting darker shadow within shadow. But he believes even more it will be better for us—and better for it—that we should believe and yet never quite find—if finding should mean what it usually does for every other animal: the zoo, the yoke, or the butcher. On a cloudless day like this, to look on the surface of the lake is to behold the marriage of pure shadow, pure light. Blindness above and blindness below. As once atop Sinai, Moses now finds a small rowboat and paddles to the mouth of the River Ness where he waits, wrestling with the current rocking in the howl of the wind.
Ten Weeks
Phillip Aijian
Woe to this heart and to this half smile. Woe to the inch and to the mile. Woe to these eyes that close in rest and cannot scan the dark to hold you to my chest. Woe overcome the minute and confound the hour; the seconds pecking my wrist as with me they devour. Woe to the cup and quart, the watt and calorie, to the thermostat announcing each degree of my pathetic comfort. Woe to the one percent; to the bespoke and tailor-made— of all that vanity might invent. Woe to these trifles that I have named my pleasure; Tip the waiter, pay in cash take your measure of life’s so-called abundance. But for the gift unsought— the surprise that stills the pulse for so long beyond thought… please believe we chose two names we’d come to treasure when we were dreaming and at our leisure. In a few weeks we’d have known which one was yours, playing with the nicknames, the sequence and the contours of family history to invoke. What were my plans? Where are you now, dear, my hand empty of your hand, dear… dear…
Phillip Aijian is a writer, artist, and educator. He earned a PhD in Renaissance drama and theology from the University of California at Irvine as well as an MA in poetry from the University of Missouri. He lives in California with his wife and children. His chapbook, Homeless God, is available through Californios Press.
One Last Blessing
Linda Falter
Father, now in heaven, I want to thank you for the thing you gave me last, after days both hard and slow. You were bed-ridden. I was spoon-feeding you liquids, your teeth abandoned in some fizzled-out stuff, on the sink, in a cup. I said something odd. And you belly-laughed at breakfast. Dear old man,. it came up, and I was utterly drenched in it—the laugh, not your drink. I promise, it eased my mind and tickled me so, that even now I (almost) want to know how it feels to be so dispossessed of every yellowed, deep-rooted, sharp-pointed bit. At the extreme other end of bites and bitterness. What do you think? —we used to talk of such things—I wonder, what if this world went toothless, just for a day? We’d all feel helpless and foolish—but what if we found it…weirdly…freeing? In rooms of mirrors, where we’d have to make peace with the images we see. Shy at first, our smiles all gums, like babies. I think of it whenever the weariness sets in: that toothless, infectious whatever-the-heck-it-is you once blessed me with.
But Zion Said, The Lord Has Forsaken Me. Can a mother forget the child at her breast?— Isa. 49:15,16
Linda Falter
Dear Shekhina, I don’t mean to complain. I, too, am a mother. I, too, have borne an underdeveloped daughter, in plain need of — shall we say? — a rescuing isolation. And what did she know of my pain? My longing? Only her own bewildering deprivation — the cloying touch of latex gloves — cold sustenance, machine-pumped, force-fed through silicone nipples. On the third day, I raised her. Unbuttoned my shirt, pressed her gently to my breast — my heart startled awake — her head turning, startled as I, to find me. I will not — no — forget her searching eyes, her long penetrating stare — Oh where have you been? I’ve been so alone — her confusion clearing, the sudden nuzzling in, the slow-weakening suck until she slept, exhausted. Shekhinah Presence of God, when will you lift me? Close glass walls are ever before, behind me. I have no strength to turn or reach for you. You, my sweet fragrance, my once-abundant flow. I do not know my own mother’s tongue. I am too young. My cry has no words.
The Gist of Us
Linda Falter
What strangeness: caramel me with cauliflower you— and ludicrous, the way you had to look a full fifteen inches below to meet my eyes, to ask for a kiss, my first, and how, in my giddiness, I didn’t see the hysterics of the situation or imagine what you’d think when I didn’t say yes or no but only pulled my desk chair over the dorm room floor and stood on it — my way of showing you what sixty inches plus a little Latina gumption can do, when you need to reach lips at six foot two. You split a smile all across your chiseled Germanic chin. It’s hard to laugh and kiss at the same time — but we did.
Linda Falter is a graduate of Princeton University and is in the MFA program at Pacific University. Her work has been published in The Acentos Review, Radix Magazine, Princeton Recuerdos: An Anthology (2022 Edition), and Christianity Today. Linda, a proud abuela, enjoys singing, visual art, cooking, and volunteering. She lives with her husband of nearly forty-two years in Fredericksburg, VA.
Beach Body
Matthew Pullar
Remain motionless and unite with what you desire and do not approach…Distance is the soul of beauty. ~ Simone Weil, Gravity and Grace The sun is out and so, despite the algae blooming in the water, are the bodies, in their yearly Faustian pact with the sun. What serpentine lies he whispers as his rays dance on waves and glisten: eternal youth, eternally elastic skin; bikini lines that shed private hair and cellulite; bellies that bounce back from babies like you’re still twenty; skin that tans without damage. And it asks nothing in return. Meanwhile, I teach my children: water safety, sun safety, to stay between the flags, to keep away from rips, to keep a grown-up in sight, how to judge if the water is safe for putting your head, as my eldest delights to do, beneath the waves. How to judge a rip. To judge your own heart before the hearts and swimwear of others. How to look at bodies without owning or wanting to own, to ignore the serpent's other whisper: that all these could be yours. To see instead the maker’s giddy delight mirrored in every jubilant leap from earth into salt, to know the gravity of flesh yet reach again, again for Eden’s shameless heights, soaring in the neap-tide of light.
Matthew Pullar is a Melbourne-based poet. He has had poems published in Ekstasis, Poems for Ephesians, Amethyst Review, Heart of Flesh and Reformed Journal. His latest collection, This Teeming Mess of Glory (Wipf & Stock, 2025) was shortlisted for Australian Christian Book of the Year.
Claw
Christopher Laird Dornin
In the first minute of our first class on modern world history, my aging professor, Richard Newhall, raised his left fist inside that black leather glove and screamed, “Religion is madness.” We imagined our own missing fingers. He hurled us rushing the wire against murmuring machine guns on a muddy field with towering blooms from mortars and heavy artillery before the novice Yanks understood what the French, the Brits, the Boche, the Russians and a dozen other belligerents had learned by heart, if that fragile organ survived. I’m old myself. What if our aging teacher opened his shell-shocked hand from a gory trench to help the German sniper with telescopic vision save him from the First World War? He still earned his right to proselytize. I’ve come to my own faith in a hard way too. Blood drips to my desk from the ankle wounds in the ceiling. It clots on my keyboard. It stains my hands.
Christopher Laird Dornin has placed runner-up in the 2023 Swan Scythe chapbook contest, semi-finalist in the 2024 Finishing Line book contest, and semi-finalist in the 2025 Wolfson Press chapbook contest. He has earned 22 New England journalism awards and a New Hampshire Arts Council fellowship in poetry, as selected by Donald Hall.
In Passing
Maureen McQuerry
The day after Christmas evergreens burned white flames. Fog set in, thick cream, clotting the mountain passes with ghosts. The Cascades in mourning wore hoar frost. In the three hours it took to reach you lanes vanished, every border dissolved. I drove the summit blind, reciting each city: Yakima, Ellensburg, Cle Elum, clicked past like beads on a prayer bracelet. In Seattle, the nurses baked your last birthday cake. When we sang your eyelids fluttered moths, pale paper wings skimmed my cheeks. The ghost of the father you could have been flickered in the corner. I like to imagine that sober and in your right mind you might have shaken his hand. Later in a hillside cemetery, a caretaker, metal staff his divining rod, probed for uninhabited ground, and wind, that wailing, forsaken child, plucked our coats, worried the trees, unsettled the crows who watched from stark branches, smoking, gossiping, shrilling each time we stumbled under the weight of you.
Feeding My Mother a Peach
Maureen McQuerry
My first cut splits dappled flesh, the web of your mouth trembles. I offer you summer’s slippery crescent moons, you gentle them between paper lips, the juice of your smile running— Years ago, I peeled a white curl of moon from the skin of a tree, layers of birch bark unraveled, the wound an open invitation. How quickly the inside rots once the skin is gone. This final wound, now yours and mine, an opening wider than my words can fill, when breath whistles lungs, rattles the ribcage, beats wings against the glass Promises long dormant, stir like parting scales from a bud that swells to blossom, embryonic leaves beneath, so new this green has no name.
Exiles
Maureen McQuerry
Beyond the apricot trees the overcast seam, holding land to sky, frays. Light leaks in like water rushing the orchard, flooding the plank barn, three pied horses in the field. Suddenly as birdsong, we recognize it has always been this way, each joining, a basting stitch, temporary by design-- horizon, shore, boundaries, flesh, and in that moment, we know, what we, who are all exiles, know: nothing is not enough, everything is not enough. At the field’s edge, the forsythia casts down her gold, as Icarus might discard his wings.
Maureen McQuerry is an award-winning novelist, poet, and educator. Her novels have been selected for YALSA best fiction, ALA best book, and Bank Street Best Books. Her poetry can be found in The Southern Review, Atlanta Review, Smartish Pace, Relief Journal and other journals. She lives on an island near Seattle with her husband and two noisy chickens.
The Enfleshing of the Poet Maker
Rob Jones
The word poem originated from the meaning to make or to create. God is the Prime Creator of humanity. He is the Divine Poet; and we are His poems. He designed us to be creators; this means we’re all poets.A mystery suspended in the air, the tongue of the poet makes us aware by inflaming the imagination— with aesthetics of awe, what could compare? Birthing the dawn of a revelation, imaging beauty to a mind that’s bare. Heaven’s purpose pours through a poet’s pen taking us to places we’ve never been, where a magic unveils all mysteries. A crown of flames perched on a poet’s head; igniting truths with the words of fairies, that shimmers with life to arouse the dead. A metaphorical voice that’ll affect and awaken dreams that will interject words from the lips of the Poet Maker, giving life to unite spirit and flesh. Humanity breathed by the Creator, living poems, God’s artistry expressed.
Rob Jones is a singer/songwriter, poet and novelist. He is the author of The Hidden Work: Poems Inspired by the Writings of C.S. Lewis; Re-enchanted, Poems for the Imagination & Inspiration; romance novel Bad Boys of the Kingdom; and children’s book Here Comes the Night. He enjoys going to church, reading, exercising, and getting lost in a movie. If he’s not writing books or performing music, you can find him spending valuable time with his wife and family.
Walking Trees
Clarence J. Heller
To see people as walking trees is to see more clearly than most. Oh, to be aware that my flesh is but soil fleetingly transformed, and that my blood is water borrowed from the rivers and the seas. Oh, that I may be as faithful as a tree, as holy as a rock, as selfless as a flower. I gladly return the life you have given me, Mother Earth… that life may carry on, that others may live, that we may be reunited. And when all memory of me has passed away, still I will know, still I will know, that I always was, and I always will be, a part of God.
Clarence Heller is a poet and spiritual director from St. Louis, Missouri. He is the author of Everyday Sacred: Meditations and Paintings to Inspire Reflection and Prayer (2010) and A Heart Journey Through Lent 2025. He publishes a daily poem under the heading A Piece of Goodness via Facebook and Constant Contact. When he is not spending time with his family, you can find him tending the garden, working in the prairie, walking in the woods or offering spiritual direction.
