Next time

by Laurie Klein
the old haunting resummons 
my saddest August—the flight 
home, then my brother’s face
at our farewell—it will replay 

our shock when I tripped 
on the rug, accidentally kissed
that little flower of cancer 
wetly muscling through his cheek. 

Next time, I wouldn’t flinch. 
Or touch his arm, 
speechless. 

Because he smiled. 

I could not say, “Oops, 
clumsy me.” I tell myself, 
Plant this. Water it well.

Unfurrow your mind 
when it relives the helplessness, 
twisting, invasive

as bindweed—the wild morning 
glories that spiral
upward, from the errant seed. 
Laurie Klein is the author of Where the Sky Opens as well as a forthcoming collection (2024), House of 49 Doors: entries in a life (both from Poeima/Cascade). A grateful recipient of the Thomas Merton Prize for Poetry of the Sacred, she has twice been a Pushcart nominee. She lives in the Pacific Northwest.